Family gratitude

Home in PGA with my family- i am so grateful they are still here to help and doing so well!
I wish I could cure myself – my family- my friends and the world of any pain, sorrows, griefs and last but not least heartaches!
My mom just turned 83 on the 3rd December- my dad follows up turning 83 on the 12th of January (I joke about my mom dating a younger man since I was a kid, he was just not young enough for my mom to be a cougar) =}
Having my own obsticals to hurdle over seem so meak and irreverent when home. It’s not always easy trying to do the right things for someone else – even harder to just step back listen and follow their real in depth desires for feeling better. I try hard to not feel inadequate lame darn right silly- stupid if I dare to share what I think is best from my own experiences in life. My mother has a way of shutting down my help and appreciateing the things I can help with- without even realizing it. I’m sure many of you might be able to relate to some of these experiences with your own families.
I’m learning to approach and use my words carefully before sharing them (as not to make my own “stuff” flare up, only worsening the situation more.
“God knows how that is” expression is not to be taken lightly- so true it is…remembering the only way to live by handing whatever it might be to HIM- not just in family situations but our day to day, moment to moment, choices to choices in the thoughts of our own minds, the actions we that we take and the circumstances that arise from what we have chosen to be the best of our knowledge and put to great use – for all forever as we grow into them.
A blessed a beautiful a beckoning life filled with love, joy and peace, today and everyday!